Wednesday, March 5, 2008

MIA...

I know I have been MIA for a couple of days...and I have been eating terribly. I have had to work...work again tonight and tomorrow night...and trying to get everything done for this wonderful trip on Saturday has been a lot of work....getting hair done, buying last minute items, making sure the kids and my mom (who is staying with the kids) has everything they need...just work...and I had to have it done because I work the next two nights. Ok enough about that...

On to me and the confessions...I have been eating awful...carbs (which, in excess do so much damage to me in)...french fries...ice cream...made enchiladas with real sour cream and full fat cheese...gross......just not right and guess what the scale shows...168 this morning. :( I am sabatoging my mini goal of wanting to lose 5 pounds before the trip. I had a little voice inside my head tell me this morning...you don't want to get in to this habit before going on vacation and make bad choices all week long...that is soooo right...because I don't know about you but I can put on weight FAST!! Also, since eating "bad" it has made me very hungry all the time...

So now I vow to eat on plan from now till the trip and try to do my best during the week of my trip. Atleast I know how to make much healthier choices and know what to stay away from. Before starting this journey, I really didn't know what was a better choice out of two options (if that makes sense).

I did go get my hair done this am which makes me feel better about myself...I am not going to beat myself up over this...although it does disgust me...I am going to GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON!! :)

2 comments:

ashley said...

Good luck with the getting back on track before the vacation. Just remember to not go extreme! Before some big event, I would always try to go really strict to get in shape before it or meet some sort of goal, but the super-strictness only backfired. Stay on plan! :)

Crista said...

good luck w/getting on track..i have been so off track..i hadn't written a blog in over a week and haven't been making the greatest food choices...chat soon :)